It is now 18.21, the 24th of Aug 2009. I have not touched this blog for quite some time now. I'm not sure whether anyone at all will be reading this but myself. It has pretty much truly become a ghost blog that just faded out of the minds of people. Perhaps, it has already become a personal journal...

Anyway... this is not the main point of today's post.

I am leaving tmr... going back to ny for 9 long months. I'm almost done packing and I have bid my farewells to most people. I have mixed feelings about going back. Really sad to leave home and all my friends and the surroundings that I got so used to during this summer break. I have to adjust once again to the life I have there. Nevertheless, learning and studying there has been pretty enjoyable. I am doing well. THANK GOD. and I want to continue doing well. duh...

Even though the weather starts to get colder and colder and much colder, the Lord has brought me through this 1st year of ny successfully. I cannot believe that time flies by so quickly. In a flash, everything is and will be over.

I remember the Japan trip, my driving lessons, and my test and passing my test, and the wedding and the performance I had, hanging out with friends and family, having healthy home cooked food after so long. Everything just flashed past my mind.

It's over.

I have to control this ball of emotions... look fine and dandy, suppress it and pray for the best.

Lord please help me.